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| hey everyone... how are all of you doing?! well
let's see right now im home because i have food posioning... i went to
school today but came home during 3rd because i just wasnt feeling
well, im so weak and tired and my stomach hurts so much from fucking
throwing up and i lost 7.5 lbs.. i was pretty excited about that but i
know its really bad so sucks to be me! im also dehydrated so im
drinking pedilite haha i cant spell i love it! so saturday i had work
orientation and that was fun and then we went to Taco Bell which is
where i got the food posioing hahaha sorry everyone!
Anyway friday night was amazing ahahaha hung out
with zac, katie, hannah, jeremiaha, Encore and Sean.... crazyy crazy
crazyyyy but sooooo much fun!! katie hannah and i were on the floor in
wal-mart laughing and we couldnt get up it was awesome! and then i
slept over at hannahs.. that was fun. I hung out with Deb
Saturday so that was awesome... i miss that girl! haha we made a
promise that we can NEVER date anyone from work because yeahhh it just
sucks. So yeah I really don't have a lot to say but i love my friends
so much and I would do anything for them. So Sean and i have been
talking and he's so cool, hes funny and ive been talking to him when i
was sick and he'd make me laugh which was a good thing. so thanks
sean!! anyway I dont really know what to
mtCCR530: write so ill update some other day... oh im working this
weekend saturday 10-6... SO EXCITED.. NOT! haha alright im really tired
and weak so ttyl! i miss all of you!
love you all very much,
Courtney
Soccer game sunday was amazing.. I'M SO PROUD OF MY TEAM I LOVE YOU GIRLS... BUT THIS TIME NO ONE GETS HURT HAHA!
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| Hey everyone! I had soooo much fun in FL, I wish
that I didnt' have to come back but I missed everyone a lot, some more
than others lol. So I come back and everything was just stressful, but
the good thing is we only had 3 days last week, so it was def.
something that I enjoyed, because even though I was gone for a week, it
was hard coming back to everything. So I hung out with Em, Chels and
Hannah last Wednesday night and that was so much fun! those girls are
crazyyy! Anyway so hannah's birthday was last monday, she's 17 geez
ahha and Zac's birthday was Thursday and he turned 19 haha! So hannahs
party was saturday and it was fun. We saw Steve from 2-4 and we yelled
at the window to him, it was funny!
then Zac came over for a little and I mean a little,
I said something to him and it really hurt him so he left. I called him
like 30 mins after he left and said i was sorry and left it on his
answering machine. Well then we just hung out and we made a fire and it
was soo cool and then exactly at 9:11 (weird timing) zac called me and
i was like hey and hes like courtney where are you and i said im at
hannahs and hes like you need to come to my house right now and i knew
something was really wrong, i could feel it and the way he sounded
there was somethign wrong. I started crying and i gave the phone to
hannah and he was like i need courtney to be here right now and he
wouldnt say what was wrong. Jeriamah hung up the phone because him,
Adam zacs Lt. came hannah and this girl from 2-11 were there and the
two girls are firefighters/emts as well as jeriamah and so they were
there. hannahs mom didnt want us going up but finally let hananhs
brother drive us up. She knew hannah and i were really upset, i mean i
was bawling. we got up there and adam was standing outside and i said
adam what happened and she said... ******* and i was like Fuck i was
soo pissed and hannah was like courtney whats wrong and i just walked
in his door and i saw him laying on the ground barely breathing,
they had a cop there and they said they had called the ambulance and i
was just crying, they told hannah and i to go wait outside which i
understand now lol. Jeriamah kept coming out and checking to see how I
was doing. The second time he came out he was like where is courtney
and hannah said that i was sick which i was sort of, i was about to
throw up.. he came out again and said zac will be fine and everything
and he was like you just gotta breath in and out and everything and he
was sitting next to me and hannah was also trying to calm me down. i
was just crying so much it was crazy and then when i saw theambulance
with the lights and siern OMG... that's all im going to say. so also
when hannah and i got there zac wasnt breathing or i should say barely
breathing, they put an oxygen mask on him and the way he looked was
terrible.. sorry hun but its the truth! Also zac said that he really
wanted me there so I felt better when the EMT's left and i heard zac
say DAMNIT FIRE CALL! and i started laughing... hannah told me that she
had never seen me act the way i did saturday night and it scared her
and it scared me because I never knew i could act the way i did and i
told hannah that i shouldn't be an EMT anymore and all this crazy stuff
and i was mummbling and she couldnt understand me and it was really
bad.
So then we were told what happened and we kept
getting phone calls and that was crazy, but funny we were all laughing.
So then hannah and i had to go and zac was still weak/out of it and i
was like bye zac and he threw his arm out and i went over and i hugged
so tight and we hugged for a while i think and i whispered to him, i
said dont you ever do this again even though its not his fault but i
was just so scared. then i said i love you and kissed him and he said
he loved me and he said thanks courtney. so then some crazy stuff
happened, we looked ourselves in zacs house... won't go into detail and
then got to hannahs and called to see how he was doing and he was
better and i said zac you really scared me and hes like i know Jeriamah
just told me and he was like he wanted to call an ambulance for you
because he didnt think you were going to make it haha that made me
laugh!
So zac and i hung out yesterday and that was fun, i
think i needed to hang out with him because it was like what happened
saturday night made me realize well anything can happen and now
everytime i talk to my friends im like i love you guys so much and i
just live my life to the fullest... i almost lost my best friend... I
LOVE YOU ZAC!
Anyway no more crazy life... i'm so sick and tired
of dealing with everything, but i'm good right now, im stressed out but
i just feel good, im happy to be alive, have friends that will be there
for me and help me get through everything.. thanks hannah for being
there saturday night with me, it means a lot and jerimah thanks for
trying to calm me down and tell me everything would be ok...
Soccer is soccer... not really happy with my team
anymore, i feel like hannah and i do a lot of work and yet the team
just isn't there... so many clicks, i wish it was like in the fall,
yeah we lost so what, i want that team back, we were so close and now
were not... the captains even fell apart, but yet were still there...
this sunday we play HEMPFIELD.. YES i cant to see the score!! haha
jk... if you want to come just call me or leave a comment!
Saturday i was going to go to that open house thingy
in the city but cant because of my work orientationm(WITH DEB ), work starts on the 29th of April haha it should be interesting!
well i hope all of you have a great week, sorry this
entry was so long, but i just needed to write it, needed to tell all of
you how much i truely love you all and that i realized so much saturday
night and i hope you guys do too maybe something else happened in your
life, but just live your life to the fullest, you never know when
you'll die!!!!!!! Also do whatever you want, try new things, I'm pretty
sure this summer im going to take classes to become an EMT, even though
i said i couldnt saturday night, i think saturday night made me realize
that this is something i really want to do and I think i can do!!!
love you all very much,
C. Rieg
I LOVE MY 5-4 BOYS! you guys are crazyyyy, i love some other boys too lol!
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| Hey everyone!! Wow where do I start? As some of you
already know, I have been on this roller coaster this week and it's
been so hard. I'm mentally, physcially and emotionaly drained. I have
also learned a lot. It's funny how things end up the way they do. For
about 3 and a half years, I have been waiting for that one guy to ask
me out and believe it or not it happened to me last night... but
something happened and no I'm not with him anymore. It hurts, but what
can you do? Everyone has been talking about Love this week and what is
love? Is anyone really in love? Love is a great thing, but it's also
the worst thing ever. Love causes more pain than any of us can truly
handle, sometimes love ends peoples lives. I also know that if I lost
this one person, I would die, I mean his is everything, he's my best
friend and I can't stand to see people hurting that bad, I don't know
what I would do if I Lost him... I've been thinking about it a lot and
I know that this one person truly loves me and no one can take that
away, but look at where I am... For once in my life, I found someone
who loved me for me, who was there for me whenever I needed him, who
wouldn't hurt me, but now I don't have that anymore, it hurts so
much... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..
So besides all that sadness going on in my life, I
think it would be better to talk about other things that are good! Like
soccer which started yesterday and I am in so much pain. I pulled
muscles in my back and strained lots of them in my entire body. It's so
much fun though. I am missing my game sunday which sucks, but I will
def be there for next sundays game. As some of you already know, I am
leaving for FL tomorrow, THANK GOD I NEED IT SO MUCH! I mean I'll miss
all of you to death, but I really need this, I need to get away from
everything. So hopefully all of you will be good and have fun.
Dave- you are such a great guy, I will def miss you!
Have fun and don't get into too much trouble while I'm gone.. JK lol
Thank you so much for everything, it means a lot. You also helped me
realize that getting help from others is a good thing. I will def let
you know when my games are and I'll tell you what game you should come
too. Oh I thought you would like this... my best friend got the number
9 and I got the number 11 so put the two of us together were 911! So
now you have to sign my shirt haha! Anyway have a great week, I'll miss
you, and if you want, call me! *KISS*
Well I hope that this year we won't be in a car
accident... but if we are and I don't come back, which I hope I do, I
LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! I'm just writing this to be on the safe side..
have lots of fun.. and when I come back its HANNAH'S 17TH BIRTHDAY
PARTYYYYYY! haha I LOVE YOU HANNAH, thank you so much for everything,
you are a great best friend and don't be too sad that I'm leaving, at
least this time I'll be here on your birthday! And have fun having out
with Zac haha.
I'm going to miss you all very much! love you,
Courtney
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| Crazy night last night(friday)... went to the LS baseball game with
Chels and Hannah ahh that was great, Solanco won haha and the guys were
def hitting on us and we talked to them and it was great. we chased
them for a little and we had no gas in the car, so we had to turn
around. we got to a gas station on willow street and this guy beeped at
hannah and then she went to go pay for the gas and these guys just came
out of no where and were talking to hannah and all 3 of us were scared
and everything and i stayed in the car and the doors were locked. the
guys started like coming closer to the girls and were like why the fuck
didnt you answer... crazy shit! we also think its an insult to hannah..
my god shes a freaking pumpkin! anyway we couldn't get over that....
slept over at Chels's and that was crazy... hot tube.. all I have to
say. great night though love the girls to death! oh yeah i got
asked to prom....! today though was interesting, came home got ready...
not sure I like the highway anymore haha but it works. hung out with
hannah and chels again tonight... lets just say i feel like i lost my
best friend and it hurts. i feel like theres a knief in my heart and i
cant even explain it to anyone, i just can't. i wasnt talking the rest
of the time i was with them, well if i did it was like maybe a sentence
if that. i was in the back seat just crying. i dont know anymore... i
guess theres nothing to say. it sucks but hey what can you do?! i was
thinking well at least part of me was thinking that i wished that we
would get in a car accident and that i would die.. crazy right? yeahhhh
that's how much i'm hurting, but i dont know. i dont know what to write
i dont know what to say, i just want to cry, curl up in a little ball
and pretend like im living this horrible nightmere....
well at least im leaving friday.... for FL, be gone a week.. oh soccers starting! should be fun.love you,
LT
*why am i hurting this much?!* i never knew i would feel this bad... i'll always love you! :-*
maybe ill write more later.. :-\
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| HEY YALL!! How yall doing? So as of right now, I've got a country accent. So what has been shaking in your neck of the woods. haha Anyway crazyyyyy stories for all of you. It all started on Friday when I woke up I took a shower and then after the shower I saw that we got the mail and I have been waiting to hear from CTC and there was a letter from them. So I opened it and it said Congradulation! So you think I would be happy, but I was really upset. I did'nt get into my first choice, but I got into my second choice which is good i guess but still not what I wanted. My mom told me that I was 4th on the waiting list so all I need is 4 little DUMPLINGS to drop out and I'm in! By the way, Hannah is here and is laughing at me. We had dinner together tonight, but that is not the point! Oh HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING ISN'T IT NICE AND COLD OUT?! And it is free ritas too yummmmmmmmm! Such a random entry as Hannah said which it is, but its all good.
So back to this weekend, Hannah and I went shopping allllllllllllllllllllllll day and I saw Mr. Hix... lol and then we hung out with Coirnne and went back to the mall to shop some more! Saturday what a great dayyyy! need I say more??!! well lets just say we chased a fire truck and then it decided to chase us and this was going on for a while but very funn! FIREFIGHTERS=CRAZY SHITS, but I love them, how can you not?! Then I won't go into what happened later that night but the girls and I hung out with firefighters... what a surprise. We spent two very crazy, fun hours in Wal*Mart. Hannah, Corinne, and I have no idea what the hell happened, it was like someone druged us, but yet they didn't. For those of you having problems comprending that last sentence, we don't know what hit us and it was a weird/odd ending to the night...
Sunday me and hannah went shopping for food, lots of fun... DUNKAROOS which we ate in the car going up to our favorite place. Today after school Sarah, Hannah and I went to RITA'S and then took a drive back to our favorite place and played TEMPERATURE BY THE ONE AND ONLY SEAN PAUL!! haha long story, you would of had to been there Saturday, but you guys weren't sorryy! Then we went back to Rita's so Sarah could give this guy her number and Hannah and I didn't think she would but she did and we satarted laughing great story... and no I am not on drugs! just hyper.
Tonight me and Hannah GRILLLED! We didn't start a fire, but I started crying, because I stood in front of it and the smoke got in my eyes and it burns like a bitch I don't recommend you doing it. But the sad thing is I did twice haha, I'm blonde what can you say?! or I'm blonde at heart!
I love you all,
Firetruck chaser! aka Courtney
HAVE A GREAT WEEK, AND REMEMBER KIDS DON'T PLAY WIHT FIRE!! A lesson I still have not yet learned... whoops! | | |
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