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Name: Courtney aka C. Rieg
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Lancaster
Birthday: 5/30/1989
Gender: Female


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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

    hey everyone... how are all of you doing?! well let's see right now im home because i have food posioning... i went to school today but came home during 3rd because i just wasnt feeling well, im so weak and tired and my stomach hurts so much from fucking throwing up and i lost 7.5 lbs.. i was pretty excited about that but i know its really bad so sucks to be me! im also dehydrated so im drinking pedilite haha i cant spell i love it! so saturday i had work orientation and that was fun and then we went to Taco Bell which is where i got the food posioing hahaha sorry everyone!
    Anyway friday night was amazing ahahaha hung out with zac, katie, hannah, jeremiaha, Encore and Sean.... crazyy crazy crazyyyy but sooooo much fun!! katie hannah and i were on the floor in wal-mart laughing and we couldnt get up it was awesome! and then i slept over at hannahs.. that was fun.  I hung out with Deb Saturday so that was awesome... i miss that girl! haha we made a promise that we can NEVER date anyone from work because yeahhh it just sucks. So yeah I really don't have a lot to say but i love my friends so much and I would do anything for them. So Sean and i have been talking and he's so cool, hes funny and ive been talking to him when i was sick and he'd make me laugh which was a good thing. so thanks sean!! anyway I dont really know what to
mtCCR530: write so ill update some other day... oh im working this weekend saturday 10-6... SO EXCITED.. NOT! haha alright im really tired and weak so ttyl! i miss all of you!

love you all very much,
Courtney
Soccer game sunday was amazing.. I'M SO PROUD OF MY TEAM I LOVE YOU GIRLS... BUT THIS TIME NO ONE GETS HURT HAHA!


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

    Hey everyone! I had soooo much fun in FL, I wish that I didnt' have to come back but I missed everyone a lot, some more than others lol. So I come back and everything was just stressful, but the good thing is we only had 3 days last week, so it was def. something that I enjoyed, because even though I was gone for a week, it was hard coming back to everything. So I hung out with Em, Chels and Hannah last Wednesday night and that was so much fun! those girls are crazyyy! Anyway so hannah's birthday was last monday, she's 17 geez ahha and Zac's birthday was Thursday and he turned 19 haha! So hannahs party was saturday and it was fun. We saw Steve from 2-4 and we yelled at the window to him, it was funny!
    then Zac came over for a little and I mean a little, I said something to him and it really hurt him so he left. I called him like 30 mins after he left and said i was sorry and left it on his answering machine. Well then we just hung out and we made a fire and it was soo cool and then exactly at 9:11 (weird timing) zac called me and i was like hey and hes like courtney where are you and i said im at hannahs and hes like you need to come to my house right now and i knew something was really wrong, i could feel it and the way he sounded there was somethign wrong. I started crying and i gave the phone to hannah and he was like i need courtney to be here right now and he wouldnt say what was wrong. Jeriamah hung up the phone because him, Adam zacs Lt. came hannah and this girl from 2-11 were there and the two girls are firefighters/emts as well as jeriamah and so they were there. hannahs mom didnt want us going up but finally let hananhs brother drive us up. She knew hannah and i were really upset, i mean i was bawling. we got up there and adam was standing outside and i said adam what happened and she said... ******* and i was like Fuck i was soo pissed and hannah was like courtney whats wrong and i just walked in his  door and i saw him laying on the ground barely breathing, they had a cop there and they said they had called the ambulance and i was just crying, they told hannah and i to go wait outside which i understand now lol. Jeriamah kept coming out and checking to see how I was doing. The second time he came out he was like where is courtney and hannah said that i was sick which i was sort of, i was about to throw up.. he came out again and said zac will be fine and everything and he was like you just gotta breath in and out and everything and he was sitting next to me and hannah was also trying to calm me down. i was just crying so much it was crazy and then when i saw theambulance with the lights and siern OMG... that's all im going to say. so also when hannah and i got there zac wasnt breathing or i should say barely breathing, they put an oxygen mask on him and the way he looked was terrible.. sorry hun but its the truth! Also zac said that he really wanted me there so I felt better when the EMT's left and i heard zac say DAMNIT FIRE CALL! and i started laughing... hannah told me that she had never seen me act the way i did saturday night and it scared her and it scared me because I never knew i could act the way i did and i told hannah that i shouldn't be an EMT anymore and all this crazy stuff and i was mummbling and she couldnt understand me and it was really bad.
    So then we were told what happened and we kept getting phone calls and that was crazy, but funny we were all laughing. So then hannah and i had to go and zac was still weak/out of it and i was like bye zac and he threw his arm out and i went over and i hugged so tight and we hugged for a while i think and i whispered to him, i said dont you ever do this again even though its not his fault but i was just so scared. then i said i love you and kissed him and he said he loved me and he said thanks courtney. so then some crazy stuff happened, we looked ourselves in zacs house... won't go into detail and then got to hannahs and called to see how he was doing and he was better and i said zac you really scared me and hes like i know Jeriamah just told me and he was like he wanted to call an ambulance for you because he didnt think you were going to make it haha that made me laugh!
    So zac and i hung out yesterday and that was fun, i think i needed to hang out with him because it was like what happened saturday night made me realize well anything can happen and now everytime i talk to my friends im like i love you guys so much and i just live my life to the fullest... i almost lost my best friend... I LOVE YOU ZAC!
    Anyway no more crazy life... i'm so sick and tired of dealing with everything, but i'm good right now, im stressed out but i just feel good, im happy to be alive, have friends that will be there for me and help me get through everything.. thanks hannah for being there saturday night with me, it means a lot and jerimah thanks for trying to calm me down and tell me everything would be ok...
    Soccer is soccer... not really happy with my team anymore, i feel like hannah and i do a lot of work and yet the team just isn't there... so many clicks, i wish it was like in the fall, yeah we lost so what, i want that team back, we were so close and now were not... the captains even fell apart, but yet were still there... this sunday we play HEMPFIELD.. YES i cant to see the score!! haha jk... if you want to come just call me or leave a comment!
    Saturday i was going to go to that open house thingy in the city but cant because of my work orientationm(WITH DEB), work starts on the 29th of April haha it should be interesting!
    well i hope all of you have a great week, sorry this entry was so long, but i just needed to write it, needed to tell all of you how much i truely love you all and that i realized so much saturday night and i hope you guys do too maybe something else happened in your life, but just live your life to the fullest, you never know when you'll die!!!!!!! Also do whatever you want, try new things, I'm pretty sure this summer im going to take classes to become an EMT, even though i said i couldnt saturday night, i think saturday night made me realize that this is something i really want to do and I think i can do!!!
     love you all very much,
C. Rieg
    I LOVE MY 5-4 BOYS! you guys are crazyyyy, i love some other boys too lol!
   


Thursday, March 30, 2006

    Hey everyone!! Wow where do I start? As some of you already know, I have been on this roller coaster this week and it's been so hard. I'm mentally, physcially and emotionaly drained. I have also learned a lot. It's funny how things end up the way they do. For about 3 and a half years, I have been waiting for that one guy to ask me out and believe it or not it happened to me last night... but something happened and no I'm not with him anymore. It hurts, but what can you do? Everyone has been talking about Love this week and what is love? Is anyone really in love? Love is a great thing, but it's also the worst thing ever. Love causes more pain than any of us can truly handle, sometimes love ends peoples lives. I also know that if I lost this one person, I would die, I mean his is everything, he's my best friend and I can't stand to see people hurting that bad, I don't know what I would do if I Lost him... I've been thinking about it a lot and I know that this one person truly loves me and no one can take that away, but look at where I am... For once in my life, I found someone who loved me for me, who was there for me whenever I needed him, who wouldn't hurt me, but now I don't have that anymore, it hurts so much... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..
    So besides all that sadness going on in my life, I think it would be better to talk about other things that are good! Like soccer which started yesterday and I am in so much pain. I pulled muscles in my back and strained lots of them in my entire body. It's so much fun though. I am missing my game sunday which sucks, but I will def be there for next sundays game. As some of you already know, I am leaving for FL tomorrow, THANK GOD I NEED IT SO MUCH! I mean I'll miss all of you to death, but I really need this, I need to get away from everything. So hopefully all of you will be good and have fun.
    Dave- you are such a great guy, I will def miss you! Have fun and don't get into too much trouble while I'm gone.. JK lol Thank you so much for everything, it means a lot. You also helped me realize that getting help from others is a good thing. I will def let you know when my games are and I'll tell you what game you should come too. Oh I thought you would like this... my best friend got the number 9 and I got the number 11 so put the two of us together were 911! So now you have to sign my shirt haha! Anyway have a great week, I'll miss you, and if you want, call me! *KISS*
    Well I hope that this year we won't be in a car accident... but if we are and I don't come back, which I hope I do, I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH! I'm just writing this to be on the safe side.. have lots of fun.. and when I come back its HANNAH'S 17TH BIRTHDAY PARTYYYYYY! haha I LOVE YOU HANNAH, thank you so much for everything, you are a great best friend and don't be too sad that I'm leaving, at least this time I'll be here on your birthday! And have fun having out with Zac haha.



I'm going to miss you all very much! love you,
Courtney


Saturday, March 25, 2006

Crazy night last night(friday)... went to the LS baseball game with Chels and Hannah ahh that was great, Solanco won haha and the guys were def hitting on us and we talked to them and it was great. we chased them for a little and we had no gas in the car, so we had to turn around. we got to a gas station on willow street and this guy beeped at hannah and then she went to go pay for the gas and these guys just came out of no where and were talking to hannah and all 3 of us were scared and everything and i stayed in the car and the doors were locked. the guys started like coming closer to the girls and were like why the fuck didnt you answer... crazy shit! we also think its an insult to hannah.. my god shes a freaking pumpkin! anyway we couldn't get over that.... slept over at Chels's and that was crazy... hot tube.. all I have to say.  great night though love the girls to death! oh yeah i got asked to prom....! today though was interesting, came home got ready... not sure I like the highway anymore haha but it works. hung out with hannah and chels again tonight... lets just say i feel like i lost my best friend and it hurts. i feel like theres a knief in my heart and i cant even explain it to anyone, i just can't. i wasnt talking the rest of the time i was with them, well if i did it was like maybe a sentence if that. i was in the back seat just crying. i dont know anymore... i guess theres nothing to say. it sucks but hey what can you do?! i was thinking well at least part of me was thinking that i wished that we would get in a car accident and that i would die.. crazy right? yeahhhh that's how much i'm hurting, but i dont know. i dont know what to write i dont know what to say, i just want to cry, curl up in a little ball and pretend like im living this horrible nightmere....

well at least im leaving friday.... for FL, be gone a week.. oh soccers starting! should be fun.love you,
LT
*why am i hurting this much?!* i never knew i would feel this bad... i'll always love you! :-*

maybe ill write more later.. :-\


Monday, March 20, 2006

HEY YALL!! How yall doing? So as of right now, I've got a country accent. So what has been shaking in your neck of the woods. haha Anyway crazyyyyy stories for all of you.  It all started on Friday when I woke up I took a shower and then after the shower I saw that we got the mail and I have been waiting to hear from CTC and there was a letter from them. So I opened it and it said Congradulation! So you think I would be happy, but I was really upset. I did'nt get into my first choice, but I got into my second choice which is good i guess but still not what I wanted. My mom told me that I was 4th on the waiting list so all I need is 4 little DUMPLINGS to drop out and I'm in! By the way, Hannah is here and is laughing at me. We had dinner together tonight, but that is not the point! Oh HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING ISN'T IT NICE AND COLD OUT?! And it is free ritas too yummmmmmmmm! Such a random entry as Hannah said which it is, but its all good.

So back to this weekend, Hannah and I went shopping allllllllllllllllllllllll day and I saw Mr. Hix... lol and then we hung out with Coirnne and went back to the mall to shop some more! Saturday what a great dayyyy! need I say more??!! well lets just say we chased a fire truck and then it decided to chase us and this was going on for a while but very funn! FIREFIGHTERS=CRAZY SHITS, but I love them, how can you not?! Then I won't go into what happened later that night but the girls and I hung out with firefighters... what a surprise. We spent two very crazy, fun  hours in Wal*Mart. Hannah, Corinne, and I have no idea what the hell happened, it was like someone druged us, but yet they didn't. For those of you having problems comprending that last sentence, we don't know what hit us and it was a weird/odd ending to the night...

 

Sunday me and hannah went shopping for food, lots of fun... DUNKAROOS which we ate in the car going up to our favorite place. Today after school Sarah, Hannah and I went to RITA'S and then took a drive back to our favorite place and played TEMPERATURE BY THE ONE AND ONLY SEAN PAUL!! haha long story, you would of had to been there Saturday, but you guys weren't sorryy! Then we went back to Rita's so Sarah could give this guy her number and Hannah and I didn't think she would but she did and we satarted laughing great story... and no I am not on drugs! just hyper.

Tonight me and Hannah GRILLLED! We didn't start a fire, but I started crying, because I stood in front of it and the smoke got in my eyes and it burns like a bitch I don't recommend you doing it. But the sad thing is I did twice haha, I'm blonde what can you say?! or I'm blonde at heart!

 

I love you all,

Firetruck chaser! aka Courtney

 

HAVE A GREAT WEEK, AND REMEMBER KIDS DON'T PLAY WIHT FIRE!! A lesson I still have not yet learned... whoops!



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